i already know what my addiction is

MBJSD 29.2.09

2009-03-01T11:51:00.016+08:00

yesterday was fruitfully spent :) went for aband practice. afterwhich, headed for dinner at cp and studied at sengkang cc. photospammed started even more after the rain starts! :):) hang out till 11.

photos:

MBJ - loves!

choc brought back from vienna by LG

posing with the choc!

Yah Mozart. Lg claims that after eating the chocolates you'll be even
more musically-inclined. GAY MAN!

i looked shocked!

WIWWY can pokxz!

gross ttm!

YEAH!!

dan and mich with the plastic bag effect!

TA-DAH! BJS!

scary bodoh!

6 pearlies in my mouth!

sean artistic's side

the photos below illustrated a story :)

getting excited and ready to eat the choc!

popping in ..

choc with wrappers in our mouth
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ALL OF US ENDED UP DEAD!

all thanks to LG's choc from vienna which has expired!

posing SAINTS

robots!

the expiry date : 18.01.2009
old hag wanna harm us!

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MBJSD 29

2009-03-01T11:51:00.001+08:00

09s05

2009-02-24T22:54:00.005+08:00

dearest ogls!

photos during the camp and my cg - 09S05!

hawk family in camp 1 :D

me during the trust fall

met up with MJJSD for dinner at cp. i started laughing and afterwhich, we just kept laughing over the slightest thing - silence. had a good laugh! lurbex ttm! more more more!

P.S: mabel wong, you better keep your promise!

hawk!

2009-02-21T16:01:00.002+08:00

HAWK ROCKS! we are the champion and best enthusiastic family in both camp 1 and camp 2 respectively :) GOOD JOB HAWKERS! :D i really want to have another camp!

P.S: im missing mjjsd! next week next week :D

wii

2009-02-09T21:02:00.009+08:00

saturday was out to sean's house for Wii! it was fun and exciting. we played the big brain academy where the girls and guys compete among each other. we lost damn badly. we were shouting like mad, while JSD was sitting down calmly, relaxing away. WTH! played till 7+pm before we headed down to jalan kayu for prata! :) next up, phototaking at the roadside of jalan kayu.

heartwarming

2009-02-07T10:27:00.008+08:00

yesterday went to cerebral palsy center for my interact scheme. i agree with the person in charge that we shouldnt use sympathy to take care of them. we should really have the intention to service them. though im a bit saliva conscious, i will try to overcome it :) hope ive a memorable experience during volunteering.

after that, went home, bathed and went back school. there was an ocip gathering at shi han's house yesterday night. thanks for hosting us and serving us great food! :)

i love og 11 ! thanks for participating actively and make the days that we spent together interesting! i hope to have more gatherings :)

dzul 18 brithday

2009-01-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday celebrated dzul 18 birthday at tm pizza hut after school! :) HAPPY M18!

went for an interview today after school. seriously, i think i flunk it :)

i failed all my topical tests badly as well! shall work harder!

finally

2009-01-22T17:20:00.004+08:00

tutorials tutorials tutorials! gonna rush out 3 sets of maths paper by tonight! jia you berenice! :)

hope everything will be alright soon. nothing can shake us!

monday:
went bugis with M and J after school to shop for cny clothes. only managed to bought a dress. Lg joined us later, shopped a while more and went ajisen for dinner :) saw mabel as well!

last friday to sunday:
went for ogl camp. it was fun overall. if i didnt get selected, im alright with it :) i had fun!

my camp group - HAWK!

after camp, went home to rest. around 5+, headed down to cp to meet can pokz to go for lg's concert at esplanade :) lurbex them!

last paper

2009-01-14T14:28:00.003+08:00

YAY! LAST PAPER TMR! :):) ive survived!

neh see MJJSD for almost 2 weeks. cant wait for sunday where we will meet to go see nyp band concert at esplanade! :D gelbags pok pok!

whats sup!
1.practical make up lesson tmr
2.ogl camp from friday to sun
3.band concert on sun evening

siol ba zhang

2009-01-03T21:17:00.003+08:00

this 2 photos are edited by our cutesy bella - CAN POK POK siol ba zhang! gelbags her ttm! isnt it nice? thanks for taking the time off to edit though i know you did it out of boredom! AHAHAH. but the thought is there :):) you neh neh pok, take care of your cha siao bao feety. later cant meet us den too bad! lurbex!

went back for ABAND today and had macs at cp. roam around and went home.

happy new year!

2009-01-02T22:54:00.006+08:00

31st dec 2008:

headed to ps with mich to watch bedtime stories. it was funnaye and interesting ttm! walked around ps and took bus 147 back to serangoon and train to cp. met juvenal and took 161 back to my house for countdown partehh! :):) was damn full after eating steamboat. played poker and drank ruby red vodka mixed with softies as punishment. halfway through the night, i was half asleep. after they left, close to 6am den i went to bed and sleep. stayed at home on 1st jan 09.

today headed to mich house to study. watch telly, surf nets and look at their blog archives. seeing how much we had changed and the silly things we did in the past. it was totally great and fun. we laughed uncontrollably. i believe few years down the road, we will look differently again.

study day

2008-12-29T12:12:00.006+08:00

headed over to yeo pok pok house for study. the most productive day ever since holidays started. studied for like 4 hours and off we went to watch television all the way till 9. took some photos, crap,surf net and home sweet home!

dedicated to the JSD!

life is wonderful

2008-12-27T18:04:00.004+08:00

headed back to nvss for A band post-concert celebration and the future plans for ABAND. as usual, we camwhored and had lotsa fun. it'll definitely be a heavy photos post after i got it from dan pok pok :):)

life is wonderful - jason mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

merry xmas!

2008-12-26T13:28:00.009+08:00

spent my merry xmas at yeo pok pok house. had a great time spent and i never regret chilling with them :) had gift exchange and they like my present! :):) meeting them for dinner later. will have much more fun than ytd since can pok pok is joining us as well! lurbex them ttm!

p.s : gonna start glueing my butt to the seat for the remaining 2 hrs to study.

photos

2008-12-23T23:27:00.022+08:00

photos of ytd outing:

the besties forever!

old hag biting donut

our reactions when jaywalk

old hag bunny mouth

who dont admit there's generation gap! HE!

who's always living in their own world? SEAN!

photos on vista musica IV:

dedications

2008-12-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

met up with dan and headed down to ps to meet MJJS. we went mind's cafe and played this game called true colours. its definitely interesting as we direct questions to that particular person. i got voted as the most sotong one which i totally agree! :):) left at 6pm as happy hours is over. walked to esplanade and watched supernova's performance. dinner at marina square and had confession at open space outside marina square. the three of us were tearing at one another's story. i guess im too lucky, too innocent, too simple-minded, too inexperienced than them. ive less things to bother and it maybe a good thing :):) im glad we have this confession where everyone just throw out their thoughts and etc. its better than bottling up which does us no good. friends are meant to be there for you when you need help. they're our another pillar of strength. therefore, i treasure and lurbex ttm! we chatted from 9pm to 12am. afterwhich, we cabbed back to my house to continue our talk till 5+am. its been great having this kind of session. no secret, everything is open :):)
i wanna thanks dan the rock for composing a song for MBJJSD. lurbex you! im sure all of us appreciate it. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lyrics:
This is my dedication for all of you
I tried to write it all down but i failed

I dont know, how to express, what I feel
So I made, this special song, to show what I feel

This is a song, right from my heart, with sincere
Hope you guys appreciate what i did

I dont know, how to express, what I feel
So i made, this special song, to show what I feel

Dedications, Dedication... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

VISTA MUSICA IV

2008-12-21T12:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday night was vista musica IV. thanks to sockyee,jocelyn,xingyun,wanting,najiy,kunwei,aloy,weeyang and kar wee for coming to support. im really thankful for the flowers as well :):) im glad you guys enjoy the concert.

concert was a success ytd. im proud to be in A band and i get to perform in vch. i really enjoy and treasure ytd night. it'll be buried deep down in my heart. the laughter, the anxious, funnaye spec and etc totally makes the concert atmosphere ttm. A band received good comment and im really very happy that our effort paid off. not forgetting without main band, we cant have a complete concert.

all these have come to an end. the emptiness, loneliness and sadness cant be felt so dearly by anyone except for MBJJSD. you guys are really great companion. you all never fail to bring joy to my life. i always feel comfortable and happy to be around you guys. although we may joke around, teasing one another, but i enjoy it. the ways we spent together is definitely the most unique! no one can replace you guys in my heart! this i swear is the most saddening and heartaching ive experienced in my whole life. ive never felt so emotional before. you guys have entered into my heart, becoming part of my life.

i didnt really felt much sadness last night when we part. i guess its the post-separation that kills people. when i woke up this morning, MBJJSD sudd flash into my mind. i felt the sadness and emptiness. i sent them msg. when i saw their reply, i burst out into tears. idkw. i guess im missing them too much. now im chatting with them online which makes me feel better :):)

now, im really looking forward to meeting up with you guys. nothing means more important than you guys. ya'allwill be placed TOP PRIORITY in my heart :):) lurbex lurbex lurbex neh neh pok!

can pok pok, yeo pok pok, old tan pok pok, tan pok pok and dan pok pok. i'll miss you guys and our heart and soul will always be connected as one!

below is quoted from juvenal while we are chatting online just now:

i totally agree ttm. it expresses out what i really feel.

Our lives played on stage says:
we're living in one another's world now!
Our lives played on stage says:
and im happy!
Our lives played on stage says:
the feeling of being with you guys, and the rest of my friends
Our lives played on stage says:
can be so diff
Our lives played on stage says:
we can talk crap together, do weird stuffs together, camwhored like there's no tomorrow, living in our own worlds.

shall end here. this will be my most longey and emotional post ever.

fringiess

2008-12-18T19:47:00.002+08:00

finally decided to cut my fringe today. feeeeeeeel damn SHIOK!

after that mich and lg came to my house to do concert stuffs.

im feeling damn excited for the concert . our clique's secret and surprises woot! plus mbjj gonna be tending the reception, cant help but FEEL HAPPY! :)

bugis with bandmates tmr, dinner den A band.
sat whole day with bandmates. LOVING IT!

12/12

2008-12-12T12:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY MICH YEO AI BU AI!

have fun and come back safely from thailand! i wan a whole bag full of stuffs back alrighty? :):)
lurbex you ggdn!

meeting juv later! :):)

had a foul mood. idk. prolly due to my handphone batt faulty,earpiece spoilt,mp3 nowhere to be found.

band camp

2008-12-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

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study with juv back in nvss before going for band prac :)

happy birthday GGDN!

2008-12-11T11:04:00.010+08:00

headed to esplanade mkansutra to celebrate GGDN sweet 17th birthday. :) chatted and lying to one another with our stories. after that, walked over to clarke quay, the central mall and settled down at coffee club. i enjoyed walking there ok MICH YEO AI BU AI! next time our outing shall be just walking? CCS! hahahah :D:D lurbex!

heading back to nvss later for study session with MJ and sectionals with mjj! :)

where're you?

2008-12-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

fym and najiy! where're you all? i got so much to tell you'all!

juvenal, miss you des neh! MBJJ reunion on tuesday!!

getting stressed and worried as each day passes.

anyway yifang came over to my house to study. studied for one hr plus and off we went to watch movies on tv and chatted. more of that man seriously. i need study partners!

appreciate

2008-12-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

totally ruined day except for band practice.

morning was totally sucky. imagine at 8+ am while youre still sleeping, high pitch screams just keep sounding in your ears. i cant even get back to sleep. just when the screams stop, noise from construction work could be heard. and when you thought the noise is gone, stupid birds just came chirping happily away outside my window. WTF?! when the birds sound gone, noise came back again and thank god, im able to get back to sleep.

after that, went for phototaking for my sis blogshop. hot and sweaty.
came home, watched tv, eat,studied vectors note (FINALLY)
went for band night prac which was much better :) LG with his stupid classic actions!
came home, checked out tpjc.net. totally mood gone. shant mention what it is.

mood: tired and sucky

hot and cold

2008-11-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

went to bugis today with my family. shopped around bugis street and it turn on my shopping mood. im so gonna go back there soon again to buy clothes! anyway bought a skinny today :) after that,went to eat at swensens and played photo hunt at arcade. home sweet home des neh!

saturday:

went for ABAND. mr ng didnt come again so LG conducted :D left 4 more practices to concert. excited and worried! gonna wear black :) smart and coool! for those people who are interested to watch the concert by NVSS band and ABAND see the details below:

venue: VCH
date: 20 dec 08
time: 5pm
price:$10

P.S: please contact me if youre interested :)

ocip bbq outing

2008-11-27T13:06:00.010+08:00

had bbq at valentin's condo. watched final destination (gross and sicko i swear). crapped around and played mahjong and bridges. although only 25/33 people turned up, im still glad that this bbq is a success :) cabbed to jasmine's house and camwhored. i simply loves her house man. wanna be a frequent guest there. HAHAHAH. camped at her house and the first present was mossie bites. not one, but alot! ITCHY des neh. hahaha! chatted,crapped,whacked and stoning. photos below!

birthday celebration

2008-11-27T12:40:00.012+08:00

it was a fun day as usual.
met juv and mich at 1pm. headed down to cathay to watch quantum of solace. camwhored at istana park. after that, went to cineleisure and sat at gloria jean. around 6+, we headed off to wisma, whisk, to meet the gross LG for dinner. walked to shaw house and sat at tcc. camwhored again at istana park and home sweet home!

cambodia

2008-11-21T12:54:00.004+08:00

wooots! im finally back from cambodia! but,i really miss everything over there right now. the stress-free, friendly cambodian, innocent kids, teammates and etc. ive thought of going back there in future to do volunteering work. the experience over there cannot be found over here. thats is kind of sad i suppose.

before this trip, i do not know my goal in life. now, i know. i gonna spent half of my life helping others. i wanna lead my life to the fullest and get away from this stressful city

during the trip, funny and gross(touchy) things happen. i shall post my post-reflection here when im done.

photos! (http://tpjcocip2008.multiply.com/photos/album/14/ocip_berenice)

yesssss! ocip bbq outing next wed! :):)

happy birthday 2

2008-11-10T00:18:00.007+08:00

around 6+, i went home and get prepared to go for my family chalet. at around 10+, yifang,fiona,syemun,eugene and don came over and help me celebrated my birthday. later, gene and don went off and left the 4 of us. they posed me as mummy and cheated me of my feeling.

me: let me nap for 15 mins ok? i will wake up confirm.
fiona: you wont wake up one.i set alarm clock for you.
me: set :)
(15 mins up.)
i woke up finding all fell asleep. -.-

woke up at 9+, watch doraemon and chilled till my family comes. went to wildwildwet and play within an hour and out i came. it was boring and not worth the $$. i thought the slides at anchorvale swimming pool is more exciting than the waterworks at wildwildwet. -.- had bbq and wanna play bowling but is packed with people. so my whole family went to shop NTUC. what a 'nice' shopping idea. HAHAHA. went home the next day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-11-08T12:21:00.016+08:00

friday :
went to school in the morning. some of my classmates gave me a unforgettable surprise by giving me a carrot cake as my birthday cake. but, a real birthday cake comes along after i "cut" and took photos with it. THANKS people! (faisal,rau,dzul,sunglee,shakina,shelveen)

after that, rushed home and went to meet MJJ. as usual, had lotsa of fun! LOVES

sonneh

2008-11-03T08:54:00.006+08:00

YES! OP is finally over! i think my group overall did our best :D:D CAN RELAX!

saturday:
went to swim at anchorvale with mich poopx in the morning. it was drizzling so no suntanning for us. that poopx keep making me embarrass. DAMN PS. the slides were totally fun. we were like laughing at one another. after that, had lunchy with danial and juv at mac. bought a cake for lg and off we go for ABAND. played 3 songs in total. sucks ttm. i cant even play simple rhythm. HAHA. fooled around with the monsters in school and went to fareast to acc roy to buy licking bag :D had pastamania for dinner! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LG!

friday :
went to NYPSO concert on friday. as usual, went with mich, sean and danial( except juv :( ) had fun camwhoring. shall let the photos do the talking.

so what

2008-10-24T18:17:00.006+08:00

omgfxzz, im feeling super duper bored. not much people are online, and not much blogs to hop. gahh, sickening life. trying to focus on chinese during the day but failed. gonna burn midnight oil at night then.

6 days to Alevel Chinese
10 days to OP
18 days to OCIP Cambodia Trip

sweety 17!

2008-10-22T19:04:00.011+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY SYEMUN~!

(21 OCT 2008)

last saturday went out to celebrate syemun's advanced 17th birthday! (fiona, yifang, minhui, theresa, eugene, ciwei, des, sengmeng, royston, samuel, rongli) we ate at the cafe cartel at ms and went esplanade after that for camwhoring session! :):) was quite dead in the beginning but soon it gets better. i shall let the photos do the talking~!

update of jabby

2008-10-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

took my 4 jabbys today. 2 on the left and 2 on the right. the pain just increase each time. i swear that the aftereffect is undesirable. the moment i reached home, im moaning in pain. i cant raise my hand, cant move about vigorously, cant sleep the way i want. beginning is soreness now is pain :( but, all of us are brave people. none of us screamed or cried :D

cant wait for the trip :):) 25 DAYS MORE!

jabby

2008-10-16T21:42:00.003+08:00

gonna take 4 jabs at CGH tmr. may god bless me. IM scare of jabs! :(
gonna rush op presentation. having dry run on wed :o

im worn out and tired. when will there be a day where i can sleep soundly w/o any worries for as long as i want to. ANSWER: when im dead :(

sweet birthday

2008-10-12T11:04:00.012+08:00

meeting bandmates for dinner later! cant wait!

friday:
1. school as normal
2. ocip fund raising event
3. went home to rest
4. yifang's 17 birthday celebration
5. ton over at pasir ris park
6. caught CONNECTED! (must watch)
7. went back to tent.
8. played on the bicycle track till 6+am
9. had breakfast at mac
10. home sweet home!

thursday:
sye mun and fiona came to my house to take tent and wrap yifang's present. camwhored a little using syemun's lappy. had some fun :D

2008-10-11T18:05:00.004+08:00

Officially launched today!

http://eyespoppin.livejournal.com/

gahhhhh

2008-10-04T18:22:00.008+08:00

yay, just came back from 3D2N chalet. it was fun overall except that the number of people staying overnight was pitiful. BUT, we have more space to sleep in. I went for the chalet like staying in a hostel. didnt went anywhere but just downtown and e!hub for foody. thats kind of sad i know. camwhored,heart attack,watch tv,lappy,chit-chat was what i did during the stay. should have asked more ppl to come and choose a day where i dont have school :D the most disgusting thing was there are cockroaches inside the chalet. we were screaming like mad before we called for assistance. AND, the aircon is not working in the day. one word: lousy~

gotten ocip itineray. it was good actually. half day doing ocip work, half day touring. HAHAHA. can you believe it? i cant believe it myself. we get to have fun while the objective is to help the kids there. COOOOL.

im craving for lotsa foody!
will upload more photos taken

interaction team

2008-10-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

let me introduce to you the fun bunch of peeps from ocip interaction team~! i dont regret knowing them MUAHAHAHAH. crappy~ had been meeting up and practising mass dance. proud of beatrice for cherographing the mass dance! *claps* :D we can do it tmr! if we cannot dance well, how can we expect to have a good bunch of dancers? hahas. jia you! :):) see you all tmr!

new environment

2008-10-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

ok, i have moved house for 5 days already. kind of settling down :) this week has been lethargic. i dont know why. probably busy with ocip meetings and other events coming up. currently at chalet now. chatting my time away while the rest are watching japan variety show online. kind of bored and tired. haven study my physics test tmr. SIANNESS :( gonna be very busy starting from this week. A level chinese coming up in 28 days. ocip trip in 40 days.

yifang's birthday in 8 days. comeon, give me some ideas.

p.s: if you all want my new address, pls ask me through msg or msn :)

running low

2008-09-24T20:00:00.004+08:00

one word to summarise today : TIRED
school is getting boring each day. slacked for 2 hrs during pw lesson. a total waste of time -.- gonna be quite busy these few weeks due to ocip meetings and chinese A levels exam. im having pms nowadays. idkw. my mood is like a roller coaster. DUMB.

gotten back practically all my results except chinese. quite satisfied although it can be done better. hope my overall results wont pull my grades down :) hang on for the rest of the jc people who are already halfway in promos or gonna start next mon. GOOD LUCK :D

yeppppppp, swimming soon!

hunny

2008-09-21T16:22:00.002+08:00

yeaaaa, i finally packed finish my stuff!

friday:
we won the champion for captain ball! everything ended around 11.30 and i rushed home. although it is kind of dumb, but it is really boring to stay in school. bathed and lunched, rush back to school for the ocip meeting. it wasnt that scary as i thought it would be. the most glad thing is that we'll be staying at a hotel. :):):) get to know some new friends :D it ended around 5 and i went home. around 9, i went to meet danial and sean under my block for some chat. i entertained them with my randomness and some nonsense. hahas! shall have it next time with juv,mich,jm,lg :D

saturday:
didnt went for beach cleaning. i was supposed to stay at home and pack my stuff but i managed to escape. i went to my new house together with my sis and mom. kind of pleasant to the eye :) after that, went off to attend ex-neighbour's granddaughter full month party. my sis ps-ed me. leaving me with my mom and majority aunties and uncles. i was damn bored and called mabel to chat with me. walked to take bus home and my batt went flat while i was on the bus.

mabel: how's the cambodia meeting?
me: you know what? we get to stay in hotel.
(zzz, my batt went dead.)

damn paiseh, plus the weather is super duper hot, the screen was filled with my sweat. :(
again, didnt pack my stuff, was chatting with mabel and watching tv. around 5, went out of house to meet jocelyn and xingyun at ps. walked around and bought nothing except foody for myself :D enjoyed the trip. next time will be a almost complete meet-up with juliana,sockyee,joan and bifang.

booooooo

2008-09-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

went to school for some security talk and house meeting. will be participating in captain ball tmr. hopefully can earn some points for HAWK :D gawrrr, another boring day. went out for lunch at ramen ten. the ramen i ate was stated triple spicy. buttt, it is norm. -.- ocip meeting tmr at 2.30. wthell, school ended at 11.30. total sianness.

mamma mia. im moving house soon. i will miss sengkang! plus walking home with juv. :(

smack the ass of the china buyer. hate you.

spicy

2008-09-17T18:26:00.001+08:00

im craving for hot & spicy foody.

im bored to death.

anyone

2008-09-16T18:37:00.002+08:00

this is the second day after my promo ended. im getting bored already.

ANYONE want to swim?
anyone want to shop ikea?
ANYONE want to lunchy?
anyone want to chill?
ANYONE want to mamma mia?
..
..
..
bawrrrr. boredom can force one people to go insane. no wonder the shows always says that those people with depression or mental problems should not coop at home. it'll only make it worst. i believed it is true. LALALALALALLALALALLALA. 2 more weeks to partyae. (loooooong)

im a monster for these cookies

2008-09-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! my promo is finally ovver! i shall commit 2 weeks of my life to watching drama serials :) overall: i think my chem is dead. hahaha! had been listening to the radio while studying. heard this song called cookie jar. not very bad :)

anyway i wanna thankssy yifang, the disgusting one for acc me to study during my exam period although she is not feeling well! lurbexx!

to all other college friends taking exam soon, good luck! have faith in yourself! esp juvenal and michelle, come on! fight bravely for this war :) wahahahahas.

after my chem paper, we (me,mabel,wesa,rau,dzul,faisal) went to e!hub for bowling session. damn lousy. hahas! played one round and i went to eat subway together with wesa. IT WAS... NICE! healthy and filling too. walked around e!hub, nothing much, and walked to white sands and home! mbjj, i think next time we can go e!hub for some tasty food :))

i wanna swim. anyone?

all around me

2008-08-28T09:18:00.002+08:00

there is e-learning day today. so, there is no school. :D met up with juvenal for the past 2 days. it seems as though i didnt met her on tuesday. hahas. had some fun catching up and gossiped a little. :) one week after my promo ends, juvenal's promo start. once juvenal ended, michelle's promo start. HAHAHA. gaypoop. must wait for quite long before the 3 of us can meet up together. :( LOVES MBJJ.

time's running out for me. freaking 11 days to promo. LALALA. jia you! :D

alright, off to e-learning!

half the perfect world

2008-08-23T18:14:00.003+08:00

16..

16..

16..

days to promo!

i have just started with my revison. hopefully i can finish up organic chem by tmr. work hard berenice! i dunno why people just like to fly comments at people. cant you think before you say or just keep the comment to yourself? i know i might not have done that but i definitely told you that i dun like to hear those comments. the words that you said ytd really made me flare up. it is too exaggerated please. look around you, there are more xxxxxxxxxx people than me. STOP SAYING IM _ _ G_ E _. bawr! you didnt realise but next time, im so gonna definitely let you realise it. i may seem petty but everybody have their own disliking.

studying at airport tmr.

tonight

2008-08-21T18:34:00.002+08:00

finally get a chance to use com! i had been returning home late. i cant study at home. it just make me wanna sleeppppppp/ school this week was kind of boring and self-entertaining. im crazy so are my friends! :D stupid, tmr have gp structured remedial at 3.30 when i end school at 12.30 -.- TIRED! im looking forward to sept holiday!

wanling's birthday reaching in 2 days
juliana's birthday reaching in 2 days
raudah's birthday reaching in 5 days
jocelyn's birthday reaching in 15 days
huichin's birthday reaching in 22 days

omg, brokeeeeeee. btw, sorry to juliana and jocelyn for not being able to celebrate your birthday this year! will make it up after my promos! loves :)

18 days to promo.started not even 1/4 of revision. WORK HARD FOR THE LAST 18 DAYS! jia you to 08s32 too :D

im so sick of this life

broken

2008-08-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

cut my hair today. it looks better before i bathed. after bathing, it looks horrible. it is totally straight cut and the length is not proportionate. :( felt so boring these few days.

btw, 24 days to promos! in deep shit.

-

2008-08-11T12:06:00.002+08:00

bawr 28 days to promo! damnit :(

going to michelle poop house to study later.

tonight

2008-08-10T10:45:00.004+08:00

yesterday was national day. I wore red and white to work and my sis kept saying im national flag -.- cool what. hahaha! after that, went to my uncle house for buffet. it was my cousin full month! damn cute. fyi, her name is called joi serena wong :D was feeling too bored and i hopped over to yifang house which is just beside my uncle's block. she showcased her stuffs to me and my sis. emo-ed cos was feeling damn tired. stayed there for 2 hours and off i go. bathed and off i go to meet yifang,syemun,minhui,fiona. as usual, ms. was flooded with people.walked around. didnt saw michelle poop. :( managed to catch some scenes of firework. after that, went to starbucks and gossiped. it was really fun. :D left starbucks at 10+, shopped around ms since it is late night shopping! trained back at 11+. i want more of it!

oh man, wasted 2 whole days. gonna start studying TODAY!
meeting at tamp lib later for pw.
meeting juv under her block after my pw.
WORK HARD!

it's not over

2008-08-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

had national day celebration in school! we played captain ball and our cg got first! sang 3 songs for concert and everything ended. rushed home to prepare to meet up with dan,sean,juv. danial's friends tag along too. me and juv keep laughing at their convo. theyre quite fun and nice. :D headed down to marina square's seoul garden. was fully packed so we went to bugis junction's seoul garden instead. we smell horrible after the mini "bbq-ing" session. :X roamed around bugis junction and decided to head back to ms. bought a backpack which wasnt really nice? but i will convinced myself to think its nice! :D sat at starbucks chatting and witnessed a terrifiying incident. i was holding tightly to juv hand. after that, home sweet home!

speeding

2008-08-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

boring day today.
time flies real slow during the day
but real fast in the night. :(
gonna rush 7 reading logs!
another long day tmr.
SIANS
friday short day!
meet up with fiona~ :)

33 days to promo and i havent started revising.
im so gonna die from mugging when dates drew nearer.
BAWRRRRRR~!

half alive

2008-08-02T15:53:00.004+08:00

hotty day today.
gonna rush all my tutorials.
hopefully i can finish. :D
and shall start revising tmr.

friday:
had interact installation.
i was one of the ushers.
im dead beat.
i keep walking up and down
pushing in/out podium.
ushering people to their seats.
nearly tripped, malu myself.
got to know few more friends. :):)
fun and cool experience. :)
reached home at 10+.
so dark and scary.
luckily there were ppl around.
idiotic com ps me.
so went to bed.

dododo

2008-07-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

busy and tiring week.
got tonnes of tutorials to complete.
gonna stay late in school tmr again.
there is interact installation.
hope it will be fun and entertaining :D

things to complete:
1. 8 econ essays outline
2. 3 math assignment
3. gp compre
4. math fac test
deadline: next tue.
doooooom, i doubt i can slack during weekends T.T

tonight is the night where i felt the most energetic after so long.
reason : i ate CALBURY BOOST! :)

gonna rush eommmmmmmmmmmmm :(

let it roll

2008-07-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

had interact meeting
played some games.
it doesnt matter which games we played
but it matters whether you joined in.
i had fun! hahas.
went home and studied physics.

bye bye

2008-07-27T19:00:00.005+08:00

random thoughts zoom-ed across my mind.
alrighty, berenice stop whatever youre doing.
priority now: promos
priority next: shopping!

until today, i really believe that people are linked in some ways. :D

i never knew i could hurt like this
and everyday life goes on like
"i wish i could talk to you for awhile"
"i wish i could find a way try not to cry"

sweet escape

2008-07-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

went studying with yifang.
saw the weirdo guy again.
he's really a complete weirdo.
i always sees him when i went
studying under the block.
he would be there chatting away
walking/squatting/standing.
BSF!

things to complete by tmr:
1. eom draft 2
2. integration tutorial
3. organic chem tutorial
4. research for WR
5. econ case study test

because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
don't make me change my mind
or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

rainbow

2008-07-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
3 words made my day!
another tiring week.
hang on for another 5 weeks!

promos in another 45 days~
haven started revising.
work hard berenice!

shall be rainbow monster for this month :D
no more gloomy days for juveeeeeee~!

road run

2008-07-24T20:36:00.011+08:00

tired.
had school till 6.
alot of tutorials undone. T.T
i hate csh! roar! crush you flat!

had college road run ytd.
wasnt really excited about it.
woke up at 5 for this event.
ended up waiting 2 hours for event to start.
caught in the rain.
walked walked walked.
my legs are freaking tired.
after that, went some ulu place at east coast park.
ate mac and headed to play arcade.
went home, bathed and off to meet juveeeee!

photos:

hooray

2008-07-21T20:23:00.003+08:00

yayness! i passed my 2.4km.
timing is 14:52. so happppy :D
school was quite relax today.
had 2.5 hrs break consecutively.
bathed, eat, library.

tasks to complete tonight:
1.gp essay outline
2.maclaurin series tutorial

wed have college road run at ecp.
imply that i MUST board bus by 6 -.-
sianssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

coincidence

2008-07-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

was watching tv the whole morning.
received a call from yifang.
went to study under blocks.
managed to finish 2 econ essays.
pure coincidence between us.

top priority: finish all my expired tutorials!

finally

2008-07-19T16:32:00.004+08:00

whooooooooooo, finally finish my WR.
been cracking my head for the past 4 hours.
hope it is up to my leader expectation. :D
i want to buy a backpack!

anyway, thanks yish for helping me changed my skin. :)

labels or love

2008-07-17T23:31:00.004+08:00

Love's like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior
Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for
Let's stop chasing them boys and shop some more.

i think something is wrong with me T.T

pocketful of sunshine

2008-07-16T19:55:00.005+08:00

met up with mbjj ytd.
crapped as usual.
one word: GREAT.

1. gonna finish up reading log
2. get started on EOM.

shut that hole in your face before i really smack you real hard.
your mouth stink like shit.
one more comment from you, youre gonna get it from me.

let go

2008-07-12T20:30:00.006+08:00

brooding... (mood got better)

btw, sis got back from vienna.
they got first!
only 2 schools participated.
but, it is worth congratulating!
heard the recording.
not bad.
shall upload it when i know how to.
:D

thanks yish for acc me today at watercolours. youre a good listener!
p.s: im not shy -.-

chain rule

2008-07-11T17:35:00.002+08:00

good things come in pairs.
bad things come in chain.
oooooooooooohhhh,
im sitting on roller coaster ride again.

disenchanted

2008-07-09T20:52:00.003+08:00

tears just welled up.
feeling terrible inside.
idflstr.
just stop thinking.
things might get better.
be more _____

alert

2008-07-06T22:40:00.003+08:00

study at airport with pretty sisters, wee yang and juvenal.

one mistake,
there will always be a scar.
one time,
lost for thoughts.

jolted my memory during sec 4.
the one mistake that i did.
lead to a scar being left behind.
how much i cried and shed.
the effort to salvage back.
the sorrow inside me.
one word: sorry.

things might have gotten better.
it still feel uneasy.
lesson learnt: coordinate yourself

some things is best to leave it there.
no point insisting.

control

2008-07-04T20:30:00.003+08:00

got back 4 subjects paper today.
more of a relief than a scare.
quite pleased with my results.
went to tm after interact meeting.
with chiny and aloy.
intention was to study.
failed - chatted at mac instead.
i keep losing control of myself.
just keep laughing and crapping.
went to roam around tm and cs.
one word: BORED.
met jocelyn and xingyun :D:D
went home around 5+.

mathematics(d)economics(c)chem(c)physics(a)gp(s)chi(c)

bored

2008-07-02T20:29:00.004+08:00

BORED!
i guess im just being too sensitive recently.
lousy/weird/bsf/bad thoughts just surfaced.
i just have to pretend nothing happened.
it's not worth getting upset over a trivial matter.
you reap what you sow.
you dun have to care what others look at you.
believe in yourself.
THATS THE MOST IMPORTANT.
thanks juvenal for hearing me out.

my sister is leaving for vienna in 2 days time.
it reminds me of the trip to hongkong :D
i wish i had another trip similar to that.
bon voyage to her and lg as well :D

get over it soon balini! return back to your usual self.

shopping

2008-06-30T18:37:00.006+08:00

went on movie+shopping date with mich and juvenal ytd.
watched dont mess with the zohan.
quite sick. some round backside, obscene stuffs. HAHA
energy level was fully charged around 10+.

went out - left 70%.
on mrt - left 60%.
watch movie - left 50%
shopping - left 30%.
was a bit unusual from my usual self.
i was less talkative.
probably tired.
gonna drink coffee to perk me up.
promise next time will be better! (no 100% guarantee) :D
ate at ajisen and home sweet home.

anyway, got back my econ paper. got a C

interact bbq

2008-06-29T22:44:00.006+08:00

pretty sisters!

-

2008-06-29T09:35:00.004+08:00

friday:
met up with juvdabia again.
not mugging but shopping :)
this date was definitely unusual.
both of us felt tired.
energy level keep dropping.
shop around fareast, wisma atria.
went back to cp library.
ate oreo cheesecake.
energy level boosted.
went home after mini camwhore.

saturday:
work in the morning.
slept for 45 mins.
get prepared to go for interact bbq.
emo in the beginning.
starts to warm up only after 7+.
chat/play/fool/bbq-ing.
form a new clique call pretty sisters.
wahahhaha. consisted of me, chiny and aloy.
we're damn random.
cliqued within 1 hr :)
camwhore a while.
played true or dare ; scandalous
home sweet home :)

sunday:
movie date + shopping date with mich and juvdabia!

nothing

2008-06-21T23:15:00.003+08:00

met juvdabia 9.30 under her block
to study. environment was quite conducive.
went home at 1+ and came back at 2+.
studied all the way till 7+.
great! so in total=9 hrs of mugging!
had much fun and laughter.
encountered weird man.
after that, went home and meet
juvdabia again to go cp.
shop awhile and really headed home.

studying with lippy, daryl and juvdabia tmr.
also final countdown to exam!
yes! work hard guys.
if i fail, i had no one to blame.
i put in my best effort. :)

friday:
studied with yifang.
keep changing places:
1.tampines library (no space)
2.tm interchange mac.
3.shop around tm.
4.sengkang cc (no space)
5.hua she (no space)
6. juvdabia block downstair.
fun too. just love bickering with her. :D

lucky

2008-06-19T17:38:00.004+08:00

oh well, has been mugging for
the past few days.
not at home, but at cp.
im a group mugger, perhaps.
there will always be juvdabia
in my study group.
1. we live near.
2. fun to mug with.
3. becomes a habit.
4. :D
muggers:
mon: chiny and juvdabia
tue: juvdabia
wed: juvdabia and yifang
thur: home (hope to mug with juvdabia at 10pm)
fri: dunno yet.
HAHAS. im addicted to mugging.
exams in 3 more days! yayness!
7 days to chill ! double yayness!
shopping date on friday!
finally started on math.
my head is gonna burst.

im addicted to lucky.
it seems so true to my mind.

crazy

2008-06-14T21:24:00.013+08:00

stayed at home today.
half studying.
my concentration level
was lousy today. :(
shall carry on to study!
one day tour tmr with family :)

thursday:
met up with juvdabia for mugging.
at ard 5+, went to meet mic, sean, danial.
headed to jm house.
made rootbeerfloat and played game of life.
it was definitely FUN.
we screamed and laughed.
create names for one another.
we hack one another money
sabo one another to hack the wealthiest
laughed at danial's unlucky.
in the end, the wealthiest become the third!

photos:

friday:
went to juvdabia's house to study. :)

i wanna shop next week!

gathering

2008-06-11T15:05:00.001+08:00

studied at home yesterday.
went for 4e3 dinner gathering.
had 2 disgusting incident.
1 is at the kopitiam where the
aunty ask us to clean the table OURSELF.
1 is at sweetalk.
i ordered passionfruit with kiwi.
the china girl thought is 2 cups.
i realised he got it wrong.
keep defending herself.
literally fling my cup on the table.
serious atittude problem.
luckily im nice, aint being calculative.
went to play pool at hougang plaza.

gonna mug very hard today! time's running out.
YES! dinner with crazy mates tmr~!
im loving it!

P.S : juv, please CYCY :D:D:D

exhausted

2008-06-08T20:54:00.004+08:00

went for mbjj date today.
had fun and laughed.
walked ard town area.
bought nothing.
sat at pacific plaza and chat.
went donut factory at raffles city.
home sweet home :)

idkw some people like to bia-chi about people when theyre actually saying about themselves. This world is weird man. i should call police to come catch you. you will get your retribution for bia-ching other people.

stupid idiot

2008-06-06T14:24:00.001+08:00

signed in to msn today.
accepted a guy called riq in msn.
BEWARE GIRLS IF YOU SEE THIS NAME.
he added me and yifang.
i found out when i told yifang about this incident.
HE IS 19/M.

riq: hi babe, how r u? :)
beresy: who are you?
riq:saw your email in friendster and added you in msn.
riq: what age?
beresy: do i know you?
(forget what happen after this)
riq: are you there?
beresy: 16
beresy: give me a moment
riq: ok
(went to check my friendster didnt see his name.)
beresy: do you have an account in friendster?
riq: have one. but now dun have. kana virus.
beresy: ok
riq: what school ?
beresy: tpjc
riq: wow, clever gal ah. :)
beresy: ok la.
riq: me study and work
beresy: where?
riq: pvt school. what sec school?
beresy: intro yourself first.
riq: 19/M
beresy : ooo
riq: do you have running shorts? :) surely have some.
beresy: ??? why do you ask that?
riq: curious ma. so ask.
beresy: you very pervertic sia.
riq: no lah. why? cannot ask ah? :)
beresy: very weird ma. a guy ask a girl this type for question. for what you wanna know.
(HE WENT OFFLINE. COWARD)

this is the second time i experienced this incident. first time a guy asked me what short you wearing now. zzz. SO FREAKING DISGUSTING. yifang also kana the same guy. so next time if you see this, riqo098@hotmail.com, please ignore.

back in one piece

2008-06-06T14:06:00.003+08:00

didnt went for bbq today.
had some reason. :(
outing with mbjj on sunday.
cant wait. :D:D:D
2 sentosa outing on monday.
band/4e3.
how? which shall i go?
or none? cos i was not intending
to go for the band one.
1 cheerleading gathering on monday.
may have to reject it.
HOW HOW HOW?!

Thursday:
im back from my camp finally.
overall: okays.

Day 1:
had amazing race,wet,dry games,
night walk at day 1.
ran most of the time.
at one station, expo
we ran from hall 2 all the way to mrt
after so long, i ran so fast plus long
distance w/o stopping. (clap)
drank passionfruit + kiwi bubble tea.
quite nice. can try next time.
before nightwalk, watched a horror movie
called one and a half size.
damn bored. sound effect scary.
was covering my ears while sleeping.
not worth to watch.
at 12 am, moved to audi carpark.
sat there, waiting to begin nightwalk.
girls goes in pair while guys solo.
me and huichin went at ard 2+am.
yawn. walked.told myself is interact seniors.
out of 9 stations, 1 station really scared me.
i walked inside the toilet, blood stains ard.
had to put a ring inside one of the cubicle.
walked past one cubicle, the door banged real hard.
this really scares me. it jus keep banging.
managed to complete the task and ran out.
everything finished at 4am.
went back to classroom and slept.

Day 2:
nothing much. some performances, voting.
released at ard 2+. went bubbling with chiny.
home sweet home :)

photos:

isabel, chiny, me and pei zhi my group members plus team facil (ba luo shan).

tuesday:
had cg sentosa outing.
mr lee didnt come :X
mistaken 3 june for wednesday.
chill around vivo city, went sentosa after that.
didnt really played much.
raining and we went back to vivo.
again, chill around and eat at LJS.
went home after that.
prepared to go camp on wednesday. :)

survey

2008-06-02T12:23:00.002+08:00

hey people, help me do this survey for my pw. thanks :)

link :
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=i_2fDqnHsYbAJmN_2bnuh1B7EA_3d_3d

make your choice

2008-06-02T11:35:00.003+08:00

HE
is so irritating, troublesome, irksome.
why cant he have lesson during the first week.
both days on the second week i cant make it.
den make up on 16 june.
is like, wth. mood spoiler.
so which day shall i go?
tue? after this den go sentosa?
thur? skip interact camp?
next mon? boring!

how how how? i got one day to decide. :X

le musique

2008-06-01T23:08:00.007+08:00

went to attend tpjc band concert ytd.
overall: GREAT.
had fun, and whatever.
loves their company.
it jus give me a sense of closeness. :)

photos:

today:
really tired.
my hands are aching.
i had been folding incense paper
practically almost the whole day.
yawn. busy schedule next week.
less time for mugging. :(

next week schedule:
mon: mug at home.
tue: cg sentosa date.
wed: interact camp
thur: interact camp.
fri: mini bbq
sat: chinese ceremony
sun: outing with mbjj

mugging

2008-05-30T22:30:00.007+08:00

well, had been practically slacking.
been meeting juvenal almost everyday.
mostly is to study. :D
photos of her while studying.

mini shopping with juvenal and chiny.
plus jm's band concert at vch :D
shall study a while :)

2008-05-28T12:40:00.001+08:00

friends really keep me going.
loves them.

anway, no school tomorrow!~

booby

2008-05-28T12:16:00.001+08:00

tired day today.
had lesson till 4 pm today.
and it was raining freaking heavily.
all thanks to mabel for singing.
hahahahahaha :D
i managed to finish kfc meltz within 15 mins.
damn gosh, was freaking bloated. *burp
yess! i finally got my pink bottle at last. :)))

sunday:
went to study with juvenal and chiny.
alighted at T3.
was hoping to find a conducive place to study.
failed. in the end, we went touring.
T3 looks like shopping malls rather than airport.
took skytrain to T2. idkw airport is so huge.
we walk from bk to mac, hoping to find a seat.
mac was packed, so we walked back to the
other end, bk, to study.
didnt really feel the satisfaction.
spent 4 hrs reading graphing technique and
did 2 qns only. thats great!
went back to T3 to have our dinner.
camwhored while waiting for 27.
here's the pictures!

oh gosh, i think im not cut out to make monsterous face. i shall practise more often! hahahahs

regret

2008-05-24T12:54:00.001+08:00

had been studying lately for the upcoming SA
today is the day. had 2 papers.
gp and econs.
didnt really turn out well for gp.
econs ok-ok. hopefully can get a c?
finally can relax. its HOLIDAY!
but, hectic for me. SA still on.

i'd experienced the strongest regret ever
1. regretted not reading newspaper.
2. regretted not studying earlier.
3. regretted not revising daily.

all these regrets is what i had failed to fulfilled.
history repeats itself again.
im not going to let it repeat again.

i'd lost my bubbly self.
my mood is like a roller coaster.
sometimes happy/emo/sad.
i dont know what exactly is wrong with me.
i can emo real easy.
it didnt happen in the past.
walking/travelling/dazing can emo.
i realised a change in myself.